a new resolution ~ v( ^-^ )v ~

I decided to make another blog to blog about the steps I am taking to be a new person. In my other blog, I felt I was too random and too negative. I know we as humans cannot change so fast like a robot programmed but I know, if I decide to make small changes, I will change. I was born a negative person but that doesn't mean I shouldn't change! What if I want to die a happy person? There must be a way.

If we decide to wipe our tears away with a tissue, throw it away. We shouldn't leave it as a memory.

Anyway, I want to be happier. I don't think I'm happy lately. I'll be happier if I can voice out my frustration here.

I'll use this blog for my drawings, singing and some lyrics posting. And also some small talks about music I love and be inspired from. I have lots of CDs! J-pop mostly. But even when I listen to music, I still don't know what I prefer or what I hate. I'm still looking.

This is a stairway to my dreams. I wonder what the world has in store for me?

I am a very negative person and I really wanna change. Is there such thing as FOREVER? I don't think so. Well, everyone will die. Sometimes before this, I wish I was dead. But it turned out that I'm scared of death.

I want to reach out to someone and save someone. Like how some singers saved me.

So, I will work hard for this. Even if I always give up on life, I would like to keep on going. Even if it ends in a way where....no.

This blog will be positive. Positive.

~Nathea~

*I chose the name Nathea because to me it's positive. It's the positive side of me...non-existent, really. LOL.